Sorry... And a little art biz

I've been so inactive, there's so much going on that I actually am being taken, somewhere. I seriously just feel like no one takes me seriously when I'm at home and no one will just listen to me, I just get yelled at. I hurt myself and just want to die. I want to smile but how I am I suppose to when people act the way they do to me. Like yesterday my mom's boyfriend was trying to pry and get it out of me. And because my mind wanders alot... At dinner I started bawling and ran upstairs. *sigh*.... I'm sorry I'm ranting. I'm yelled at for 'acting like the world revolves around me' but I put others before me. I try not to complain alot. I just bottle it up and it bursts and no ones happy. I just lock myself in my room and cry. And so I got my phone and laptop taken away for having an 'attitude' even though it was through a text (what I had said) So I feel like every one just hates me... Sorry again for ranting...

Well I have lots of pictures to scan, but like I said I don't have my laptop. I'll be opening commishes soon to. Something cheap to keep me busy. Maybe do an art slave too... :/

~Have a nice day~